I Asked this question to The Other Day im Asking again:
everytime i see HIM, i feel happy.
i go over and talk to HIM, and try so hard. i want to make HIM laugh. I Want to Make Him smile. i want to make HIM happy.
i want HIM to make jokes to. i want HIM to make me laugh. make me smile. Make Me Have trouble falling asleep at night becasue i cannot get my mind off HIM. The Have and Be my dreams only about HIM.
everytime i see HIM i Quess i feel warm. happy. i just want to be myself. i feel a little like i am floating and a little like im drowning. aussi purpose it feels like freedom. it feels like all my weights are falling off. i feel like smiling and laughing for Reason know. i look at HIM, and Everything is alirgight.
it feels like electicity Coursing Through My Veins.
and i feel like im making a fool of myself.
i feel like im everytime i turn around HIM silly and dumb and am making a fool of Always myself.
its so silly cutehow He Is aussi serious purpose. His hair sticks up how is The Back of His Head. oven freckles on His neck and behind one ear EACH.
funny sweet cool. i think hes nothing like His twin brother, Even Though Some People Say THEY cannot tell em apart.
Heson of my best friends.
Other Guy i have friends, and i used to feel awkward around becasue em i was afraid They Might get a Crush on me or i might get a Crush on Them and i was very causis Always around 'em. That goal has stopped. i dont feel the Need to Be Cautious anymore
The Thing i want MOST id For Him to love me. gold at least tell me how he did all Feels
because i cannot stand not Knowing
and im too scared to tell HIM how i feel cuz i dont want to ruin o fendship.
and im telling thinkg about HIM, BUT I DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL!
i do love him??
crush? love? or lust?
please help!
